a winter chill is in the air
a reminder of the day you left me
that day still haunts my brain
like a nightmare that never ends
we were so good together...
I have made my peace with the world
yet I live an illusion, an unreality
I go to my job five days a week
I go through the motions of life
we were so real together...
why? why? I have asked myself that
question a thousand times! was I
too eager? was I too poor? was I
not good enough? I ask because
we were so much in love with each other...
"bluish skies and mud-baked pies
rhododendrons in bloom
summer thrills and winter chills
darkened clouds bringing gloom"
I followed you one day... shhh it's alright
I just needed to know you were okay
I'm no stalker! no, just a fool
I still need you - do you miss me?
we were always together...
okay, okay, I get it! I will leave
and never come back, not ever...
yet my heart aches, my soul is dying
I cannot imagine my life without you
we were so happy together...
is my death what you require?
will it atone for my sins?
is it spilled blood that you desire?
what is it that you want from me?!
I would tear out my heart and hand
it to you on a platter
ask, and ye shall receive
lead, and I shall follow
embrace the destiny that has been
determined upon us - fear not!
for in the end, love will prevail
we were so perfect together...
can I ask...do you ever think of me?
they say that "parting is such sweet sorrow"
... who writes that junk anyway?